Dear Diary – Songkran is over, thank the Lord! I could walk outside again, so I went to the bars. Found one with a lot of girls hanging around. After one hour, I got to talk with one at the bar. A nice 21yo Indonesian Amateur girl whom came here to work. We really had a good conversation and I was very hopeful. She agreed to come to my room to make some pictures. She was super cool and I was very confident that this was going to be a great shoot until I asked her to undress. Then suddenly – she came up with an “ugly underwear” excuse but finally she told me that she was uneasy showing off her after birth belly. I could not convince her to continue, so I sent her home. What a loss of my precious time and energy! So disappointed.